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so long Malaysia. i cant sleep on my last nite here. damn lah.

sure i'll miss everything.

family
kancil aku yang sekor tuh
kucing2 aku yang da bertambah jadi 9 ekor kesemuanya.
kdai fast food
semua.semua.semua.

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'biarku bawa seluruh cintamu, ku dakap dalam tidur panjangku..'

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I'm f*cked up. i can say the end of 2011 didn't treated me nicely. also the beginning of 2012. it's not that i'm not grateful for what i have right now, maybe I've never been tested like this before. and right now, i'm out of the  comfort zone i've been longing. everything messed up. like seriously. everything. maybe He miss me. and i've been thinking..if i failed this one subject, i think i am pleaseeee to return home. it's better for me though(i think). i don't like the feeling of being dumb or am i really not that clever at first place? can i just ignore everything? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..money, y u always give me a headache? wouldn't it be better if we use the barter system? just trading things instead of using money as the medium for any transaction? and now, i heard from my sister that the new coins are much lighter. as light as the tokens used in arcade. i remember once that i'm holding coins brought from Bandung by Huda and they are light as if i'm holding to nothing. how valueless are those coins?at least give them some weight..the heck am i blabbering? crap..see, money does make my life miserable(though you find there's no connection between money and my life).

p/s: you, can you stay by my side at this moment?because i need you right now.
p/s: just another 9 days left.
p/s: i'm give up with MARA. apa nak jadi, jadilah. enroll ke, tak enroll ke, lantok lee..kami tak sepatutnya memikirkan masalah sebegini. though i know i am not that excel in my studies. arghh! macam malas dah nak belajar. siyes. siyes oo..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
stressssssssssssssssssssssssss! bodoh laa.. :'(

feduplah camni..

haishh..fed up la camnih..fed up belajar oversea..macam2 masalah..masalah btol lah sponsor aku nih..buat aku tensen jelah blaja kat sini. baik aku blaja kat mesia..xpon, benti je blaja, keje. senang cite..dah la due date untuk enroll sem nih 27hb Jan nih..mslh blom settle lagi..email tak reply..call tak jawab..kalo jwb pon, bg reason tak munasabah..nak buat appointment, tolak kat orang len..haishhh...fedup..FEDUP! ingat kitorg nih byk duit ke byr OHSC tuh sendiri?kalo kaye, xde de buat loan..haishhhhhh...memang tak blaja la aku sem nih..ah, fedup! stress! siyes oh, rase nak benti blaja T_T aku da rase bodoh je dok kat sini..