Mata susah nak lelap lately.. Tah ape bende tah serabot dlm kepala nih..
Tetiba teringat kat satu kata pujangga(pujangga ke?)
'Jodoh pertemuan ajal maut semua ditangan tuhan..kita hanya mampu merancang'
Persoalannya, adakah apa yang aku rancang sama seperti apa yang Allah dah tetapkan untuk aku? Somehow this 'fixed' future of mine yet not have been revealed, scares me...there are too many question marks with too many option of answers..yet we have to pick one correct answer without knowing or certain wheather thats the best choice. If thats not the best choice, 'what if' argument will keep appearing in mind..but again, Allah knows what's the best for us.. Redha(but not giving up) with everything planned for us..this is a reminder for myself..i know im a low self-esteemed person in certain condition especially when i didnt get for what im hoping for..i will feel like a LOSER and i do not deserve for all the comfortness in my life..for example, if i did badly in my exam, i was like
'eh, ko tu da la xpndai, xyah la nak blnje sane sini, bergaye2 bagai nak rak..bljr xseberape pon..buatpe rupe je elok tp buduh..'
Tah pape kan? Btw, agak off topic..like i care..haha..da lama tak tulis macam nih..rindu..tulis kat blog mcm tulis diari..
2 note(s):
haha, i still write my blog as if i'm writing in my diary :)
tu la, aku nak tulis mcm dulu blk lah.haha
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